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For four days Sonic hasn't texted anyone. He texted his close friends Rouge, Tails, Knuckles, and Shadow. He was very vauge, but he told them that he was going through something. Shadow was the one person he felt like, he might be feeling something. The two hedgehogs had the exact same dream, yet different settings. They were having sex, such a simple topic. But maybe he felt something? He was in such a daze, he didn't know who to feel about. But of course, he had to talk about the matter to Shadow. He had to open his mouth, and say a word just to take it back. Not knowing how to feel, let alone what he was feeling..
Sonic took a dulled razor to his peachy skin, he should be thinking about Amy. Not some..f*ckingf*cked up hedgehog. No.It doesn't f*cking make sense, I should've kept my f*cking mouth shut and said nothing. But ohh, he had to bring it up. How did we have the same dream,and manage to wake up at the same time?Nothing made sense, it threw him off track.
Just pink marks? That's f*cking pathetic,he put his blade down. Maybe he should stop being pissed.No. I've felt rage aganist Amy, he's cried so many times because of her. Maybe we should break up. We can't. Everyone would hate Amy, but maybe that's for a reason. Every time I bring up the topic,Sonic went for the blade again,she always brings up her goddamn popularity and our friends. I've spent to much time on her. f*ck she was my first time, I can't just do this.
Sonic looked at his pink marks before deciding to give up. It was pathetic, what was the point? I can wait it out to see if things get better, whenever I ignore her she normally then comes back to me.
A few days later, Sonic decided it was time to break it off. He knew he was gonna see her twice. If I do it the first time around, I have to see him later. If I do it the second time, I have time to prep.I'll pull an all nighter to pull it off.
Sonic ran off to see Amy when the sun came up, and glazed the bright rings and grass with beautiful rays. It made everything lively, and full of life. The flickies were in the air humming, and it was all the complete oppisite of Sonic's head.
He saw pink, then he saw Amy. He ran up to her and everyone else talking normally amongst themselves. Sonic went and did other things to prep himself up, however collecting rings with Shadow went by fast. Now he had to confront her.
"H-hey Amy.. I have something import- I can't do this," Sonic ran off to Tails to get help. Sonic wasn't fast enough this time around, before Amy had to leave.
I f*cked up. I didn't have the nerve, I don't want to be deemed annoying by her anymore..
Later that day, Sonic texts Amy back and fourth.
Amy
I have a lot to tell you, it's all just a big clump though so I'm not sure where to start nor where to go after that
I'm sorry my stupid ass can't form words out of my mouth
f*ck it just say it straight up
I think we should break up, or help build on each other so we both get each other more deeply on our wants and needs
I don't f*cking know, I've cried so many times over things you've said or done, and I don't want to be deemed as annoying from you; and actually be an enjoyable person
I'm sorry
Its ok i get it i know i was a asshole and yet i get it hehe Rouge is gonna be mad at me and im gonna lose friends but yet i still have Cream
I just don't want to leave, if I think I may still catch more feelings for you
Hehe that might be a lie for a pain in the ass gal like me
Fo you wanna try till Friday to see if it's the best idea?
I don't know
It's 3 days including tomorrow, your call
Maybe ugh i dont know ok
Let me know when you make your mind,at least? I won't be a bother and ask you everyday for 3 days
OkSeen
f*ck why is she always like this? She normally never texts more than five words, though.. Ugh, I feel like a dissapointment. Now I have to wait til Friday to see if she treats me any better.
Amy never replied with a straight answer, so Sonic gave up knowing she meant 'no' more than damn likely. Anytime he asked to hang out, and she replied with "I don't know," or anything else she always mant that as a no. He texted Shadow if he wanted to hang out the next day, hoping he could get smashed by him like Shadow has been teasing him with for a few days.. since they had that awkward dream.Why do I like that hedgehog just because of some wet dream? Not gonna lie though, he is kinda fine.. I shouldn't do it though. It doesn't feel right. I need a break.
The next day, Sonic forgot that they would see each other for a few hours watching other mobians preform music.
"So, why did you just.. I don't know, accept that I felt this way? How comeyou didn't fight for me, Ames?" Sonic asked her, hoping for a good answer. "I don't know, ok? I just, kinda felt like it was too good to be true." They held hands, as they talked. Amy wouldn't stop about how much she loved him, however Sonic didn't understand why she didn't fight for it. Let alone, what they were. He didn't like it.
Tails and Rouge perked up from behind them, Rouge stole Tails' glasses. "Am I looking at this correctly?" To Rouge and Tails, the both of them didn't know about how Amy replied to it. All they knew was about how Sonic tried to breakup with her.
Although his feelings caught up from him running, and hit Sonic like a bitch going back to Green Hill with Amy.
Maybe if I take the urges to f*ck that hedgehog with her, maybe it'll stop.. "Ames?"
"Yea, Sonic?" She looked at him, being all whiny. "Ugh I think I'm ovulating, I can't get the feeling out of my head- and.. does anyone look at your neck?" Amy looked at him confused, taking a second to reply back to his question. "Uhm, no?" Sonic looked in her eyes, needy for touch. "Can I put a hickey on you?" Amy agreed, although not thrilled.
Sonic left an uneven square on her neck of purple. He giggled when he saw what he did to her. But.. what about Shadow? I really wanted to f*ck him, but if I'm back with Amy..
He went back to his place with Shadow and Rouge. Rouge just wanted to stop by, plus she was with at the musical performance. She was on her phone, taking a break from flying before going back to her house. She laid on the ground, meanwhile the other two were on the bed. Sonic leaned into Shadow, and wrestled him on the bed. Rouge looked up concerned, not knowing what they were doing. She went back to looking at her phone so she didn't have to deal with them, at that second.
Shadow perked up towards Rouge, "Hey can you step out of the room for a second?" Rouge looked up with an eyebrow raised, before getting out of the room. Shadow put his hand on Sonic's neck teasing a choke, "I will kiss you, Sonic." Sonic got flustered by it, but still continued since he wanted to see how far he could get..
The two joined Rouge and got some stuff moved around the house. "Do you guys want some food? I have a chilli dog I'm willing to split." Sonic told both of them, Shadow accepting the offer. Sonic split the dog in half, his side plain and Shadow's with cheese on it. As much as Sonic thought it was crazy, he couldn't lie that it did tastekind of good..
After Shadow and Sonic ate, Rouge decided to get up and get going home. She protected Sonic from Shadow's thrusts, but only for so long before it could catch up to Sonic.
Sonic decided to put on Netflix and play one of his favorite movies,Gunpowder Milkshake. He felt bugs crawl under his skin, good Gaia those urges were back.After about ten minutes he decided to start lightly biting Shadow to see how long he could keep it up. Shadow didn't take it lightly since now they were alone, with no eyes watching their every move. Although Sonic knew it would be rough, he was ready to pay his debts.But what about Amy.. I mean, there's major lack of communication. It also wasn't my choice to be together til Friday, that was all her..
"Are you good?" Shadow asked Sonic, as he started to bite along Sonic's neck. He filled his neck with light kisses and bites. "Ugh, I feel bad about Amy.. How about we ask her? Can I borrow your phone?" Shadow gave him his phone willingly.
Sonic opened up his phone after Shadow put his password in. He went to text Amy, then realized some previous texts.. It invloved Shadow asking Amy to kiss Sonic, and Amy flipping out but being dry per usual. Sonic decided to ignore it, though not fully. He turned his head over at Shadow, resting his head on his shoulder. "You want to kiss me that bad? Also looking at the messages, she'd probably say no. Or flip out on me."
Shadow nodded his head before going back to his neck thing with Sonic. He held Sonic's chin with his thumb holding his head up; the rest of his fingers resting on Sonic's un-bit side of his neck. Sonic felt warm down there, as he enjoyed it like crazy. He was used to getting the job done, but having it done is so much better. Maybe a little rubbing wouldn't hurt..
Shadow decided to get on top of Sonic, "is this alright?" He held Sonic's thigh with his knees, Sonic's brain was melting although he already felt terrible for Amy.. he made the plans when he thought they broke up. But was he really going to let the idea ofsex break them up?Am I really going to ditch that two whole f*cking years of dating Amy, just to get banged by Shadow? Although, she has been a little dipsh*t.. telling me I'm annoying and overly clingy??
f*ck it, Sonic felt Shadow rub his co*ck on his thigh. He could feel his thigh rub up against his cl*tGaia it's brain melting. He kept rubbing, the friction of their fur between the two hedgehogs.The light gentle sound of the bed occasionally squeaking, filled both of their heads with adrenaline.
The ebony hedgehog decided to fully rub up against the blue blur after a while of going at it. His co*ck rubbing up on his vag, and the biting and kissing just made him breathless. Although they had a couple awkward moments of them looking at each others faces, it didn't stop the thrill.
"Can I kiss you?" Shadow asked Sonic carefully. Although knowing about Amy, what she doesn't know can't harm her. Sonic shaked his head no, he wasn't ready for anything extreme. Shadow accepted his answer, and went back to kissing on the hedgehog. He started to move up to his ears, causing Sonic to question.. but not entirely hating it? He preferred his quails to be kept clean.
After 2 hours, the two got tired although never finishing. Shadow got up, and decided to move his head down and start licking Sonic through his opening. Because of his opening of his fur wasn't open, it felt weird but not hated entirely. He felt.. nothing really, aside from occasional bites. Who knew the hedgehog liked bites?
Shadow decided to change his game, and he took off his gloves. He started to finger Sonic, hitting the right spot here and there. Sonic encouraged him when he got to the right spot, by lighting choking him from the back of the neck. Just like a mother cat carrying ther baby kitten..
Just before either of them could fully finish although, G.U.N. decided to call Shadow in a rush for him to do a misson.f*ck.. they could go over everything later. It's fine. Sonic fixed his quails in a panic, he helped walk Shadow down the stairs and Sonic opened the door for him to leave.
Waving him goodbye, he felt extreme guilt. Although none at all.. Amy was amazing and loving like crazy in the beginning. But all of that started to fade, and it made Sonic question his self worth. Amy was shoving him away, never wanted to hang out, didn't even really talk that much to Sonic. He texter her about how his dog died, and she just said nothing besides she had her own stuff happening. She had to learn French to talk to her grandma, and she was comparing it to his dead dog. She didn't even remember Valentine's day, and invited him over to her house just because she forgot.
Amy made Sonic have a couple self questioning moments, as well as breakdowns and panic attacks. So maybe he doesn't regret it. There was a lack of communication, and he wound up getting himself this big issue. Maybe he should've treated him better..